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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

e-mails from heaven

Dear Friend,

Remember when my servant Paul said that you could get to a point in your life where my father would send you a delusion so powerful that you could not see the truth?

What you may not remember is that the Father would only do that in one circumstance – when following your heart's desire is more important than knowing and loving the truth about God.

I’m afraid that you are in danger of getting to that point if you haven’t already done so.

The truth is as follows: sin will NOT make you happy for long. I will admit that it had its pull even on me, and it was a struggle I do not care to soon repeat. But I was able to keep my head about me. I knew who I was! I knew where I came from, and I certainly knew where I was going. Because of that, I was certain that I would never believe the lies my adversary was telling me.

Sin always looks pretty on the front side, but it always bring a pain so intense that its victims can never adequately explain or describe its power to destroy a human heart and life. Sadly, it’s disease is never limited to just the person indulging in it; it affects everyone that person touches for generations to come.

In other words, you will not only be destroying your own life, but you will be contributing to the downfall of no telling how many others.

Think of your own children, for example. If your kids live to be a hundred years old, they will filter almost every life experience through your unfaithfulness and betrayal. Think about it - What you want to do is so important to you that you are willing to inflict suffering on those you love the most, a suffering that will radically alter how they live their lives.

That's what is so sad about being deluded - what looks right is really wrong, and what looks wrong is really right. And it all began with a decision to devalue my Father's authority. When you think you know better, my Father is willing to let you have your way. Go for it. See how far you get.

You might ask how a loving father could do something like that to one of his children. Good question.

The Father and I, you should know, aren’t looking for disciples who will serve us only out of duty or from a fear of condemnation. We want people who love us and love the truth about us. And the truth about us is that we can only help those who cannot help themselves. If you still think that you are capable of running your own show, you are deluded already and unfit for my kingdom. I’m into the business of helping those who have nowhere else to turn.

It’s a sad thing to see someone who is so prideful that they can’t trust their heavenly father enough to surrender their lives to him. I hope that you see this before more damage is done.

But know this – no matter where you are or how long it takes, I still have hope for you. When you get ready to meet me on my terms and not your own, let me know. I’ll be here for you.
Jesus

Monday, March 30, 2009

e-mails from heaven

Dear Struggler,
Human history is littered with the pain and suffering of those who longed for freedom in the presence of bondage. It is almost always a journey of suffering because those who place shackles on others do not loosen them easily.

This is true in your personal struggle. Since your oppressor first began his relentless quest to imprison you, he has done so with a brutality you could have never known about if I had not warned you about it beforehand. Yet I did warn you, and like almost all of my followers, you did not listen. Though I wish you had, I am not about to kick you out of my father’s family because you followed the ways of the Evil One for a while.

The point is that you have now told me that you want to make things right with me. I will take you at your word. Though no human being knows fully what is in your heart, I know. I know, for example, that a great struggle is taking place right now. Do not be alarmed. The spirit that I gave you is battling your sinful nature, and it is a warfare like no other. I would allow you to see my angels doing battle with demonic forces for who is going to give direction to your life, but I am afraid that you would be unable to handle the carnage. Trust me – it is ghastly.

Your struggle is not against flesh and blood but against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realm. You are not up to the task. You must believe in me. You must believe that what I am telling you about the nature of the war and how to win it is true.

But know this – I am able to deliver you. Yet, I can’t do it alone. You have to participate in the battle too. That is why my father’s Spirit instructed you to put on the full armor of God. I want you to fight, but not with the weapons that the world fights with. Because their weapons originate in the mind of man, they will always disappoint you. In the end, you will be the loser. My weapons, on the other hand, are from above. Use them.

Listen carefully!

Commit yourself to truth and righteousness. This is a decision that you alone can
make. Regardless of how you “feel,” you have to decide in your own mind that seeking truth and pursuing righteousness are your number one priority. Seek the truth about yourself and the truth about me. Commit yourself do doing what is right in spite of a thousand voices advising you to do something else.

Be ready to run in my direction when temptation hunts you down like you were its next meal. Hold up your shield of faith. It will repel the flaming arrows of the devil. Put on my helmet of salvation. You belong to me. That is enough.

Finally, take up my sword. Search my word. I gave it to you for a reason. It has the power to penetrate into your soul and surgically remove whatever it is in your heart that is keeping you from giving yourself fully to me.

My friend, I do not want to lose you, and I’m not giving up on you. I just hope you don’t give up on me.

Jesus

Saturday, March 28, 2009

e-mails from heaven

Dear Struggler,

Just so you’ll know – I’m still working on several avenues of escape for you. It’s a promise I intend to keep. Just keep looking for a way out. This is something you can count on – you can escape the Evil One. He’s powerful, but he’s got nothing on us.

I wish that I did not have to remind you of the condemnation that awaits those who do not believe and trust in me, but it’s a necessary part of getting to the point in your life where you can appreciate what I’m going to share with you next. You have to understand how hopeless you are before you can enjoy the kindness of God. After all, if you don’t believe that sin is all that bad (and I’m talking about your sin), how can you be thankful for being rescued?

Go back over what my friend Paul said in the second chapter of his letter to the church of Ephesus. Especially concentrate on verses 4-10. Notice that when you come to me, you come to me empty-handed. You must understand that I will take nothing that you might offer as partial payment for what I’ve done for you. Just look at Paul’s language:

· HE made us alive

· HE raised us up

· HE seated us with him in the heavenly realms

· HIS mercy demonstrates incomparable riches of his grace

· It IS by grace

· It Is NOT of our own doing

· It is NOT by works

· We are GOD’S workmanship

· We have been RECREATED by God to do good works

Did you notice who’s doing all of the work? It’s my father and I. You have one job, and that job is to believe in me. When you do that, you will be well on your way to having full confidence that you are one with us.

Trust me!

Jesus

e-mails from heaven

Dear Struggler,

I know that your struggle isn’t over yet, but I can see your ailing spiritual body beginning to regain its strength. Remember, every journey is accomplished one step at a time, one mile at a time – you never arrive at your destination without making the journey. Traveling is a necessary part of arriving. And to tell you the truth, you will be travelling for the rest of your life. It’s important to know that because I don’t want you to become discouraged just because you haven’t made it here yet.

Don’t worry; I’ve placed plenty of rest stops along the way. Just stay on the path that other saints have beaten down for you. Follow them as they follow me. You’ll get here if you trust me on this.

Now about that death image that I used to paint that nauseating picture of what sin will do to you: it’s for real. But tonight I want to give you another equally disturbing picture. Believe me – it’s not my intention that you suffer grief or the excruciating pain of temptation – that comes from the rebellious one. Don’t forget what I told you – he is a prowling carnivore looking for the first opportunity to rip the living flesh from your body and eat you morsel by morsel.

Another metaphor I chose to represent man’s condition when he chooses not to serve me is prison. In the twenty-first century and in your culture, prison is bad enough. But when I chose that word, prison was far a more appalling place to be locked up in. Typically, prisoners were confined to dark, dank dungeons. They were chained to the walls. Sanitation was non-existent at best. What sparse crumbs of food prisoners were fed were rank with rot and vermin. Prisoners were beaten and ravaged as they suffered unspeakable horrors.

In my day, prisons were places from which few people emerged alive. If they did manage to get out, their health was so adversely affected that they never were the same again. Prison is horrible. It is unbearable. It denotes powerlessness and hopelessness. It is the same routine every day – a routine dictated to you by someone else whose only interest is in controlling your every waking moment. There is no freedom in prison.

In order for my readers and hearers to understand the devastation of sin, I coupled death and prison with the image of darkness. Since the advent of the electric light, darkness does not carry with it the same connotation that it did two thousand years ago. You have street lights, and hundred watt bulbs in every room. Everywhere you look, the darkness is pierced by light so that most of modern man is unable to even see the stars.

But imagine a world where there is no light. Only darkness prevails. You hear a noise in this overwhelming darkness and you long to illuminate your surroundings so that you can see what it was that made the eerie sounds. But you cannot. Fear – unspeakable fear grips first your heart and it begins to beat more rapidly. But the sound persists and you think it is more menacing with every moment. Then fear gives way to panic. Something instinctive takes over and you lose interest in everything else. Survival is your only thought now. “I must survive!”

Unfortunately, death, imprisonment, and darkness are the devil’s plan for your life. It is a purpose driven life, but it is not a life dedicated to a purpose that will glorify God or bring peace to your souls. It goes nowhere even though in the beginning it holds such promise.

Here’s what I want you to take from this e-mail: I will raise you from the dead. I will free you from prison. I will illuminate your life and give you a purpose for living that will bring you unspeakable joy for all eternity. I redeemed you so that you could glorify my Father in heaven. And that is what you were created for.

Enough of the negative stuff. But I do want you to know that once you internalize the ugliness of sin, you are ready for my story of love and redemption. I’ll tell it to you again soon. You will like hearing it once more.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

E-Mails from Heaven

Dear Struggler,
You might not have seen it as such, but I intervened on your behalf tonight. When my servant shared at tonight’s Bible study, he was telling the truth. Even though he’s not always perfect, as is true of all of my servants, I am proud of his boldness – his willingness to say what needs to be said.

I would encourage you to hear my word on this matter of the relationship between sin and death. And I will admit that when the Spirit chose death as an image of what it means to be following after the flesh instead of being led by the Spirit, it was no accident.

Think about death for a minute. What does it look like to you? What qualities do dead people exhibit that distinguish them from those who are alive?

In death, there is no movement or consciousness. Dead bodies have no feeling of either joy or pain. At the very moment that someone dies, their bodies begin a very rapid descent into decay. Oh, it might not be apparent at first, but it begins to take place one second after they take their last breath. Death is irreversible. It is final.

Even though some people die suddenly and without any warning at all, most people die after a period of declining health. Too many times, it is the result of years of abusing their bodies that began with a seemingly harmless decision they made earlier in life. Maybe they drank too much or they smoked too many cigarettes. One thing is sure, it wasn’t the first cigarette that killed them, but their death began with the first one.

As I said, death was specifically chosen as an appropriate metaphor for what it means to be in rebellion against my father’s will. Unfortunately, spiritual death is not quite as easy to spot as physical death is. But one thing they do have in common is that spiritual death doesn’t occur overnight either.

This is especially true of those who at one time loved me and had committed their lives to me. The final act that drove them to resign themselves to a life of sin began long before. Spiritual death also comes after a time of declining health – your spiritual immune system has been compromised. Your faith has been weakened. When that happens, you have to stay away from the infectious disease of sin and temptation. Avoid it like the plague that it is.

If the connection between physical and spiritual death isn’t enough to make you shriek back in horror at your temptation to gratify the cravings of your flesh (a temptation I fully understand, by the way), maybe some of the other representations of sin I chose to put in my book will do the trick.

I view sin literally as a prison (Galatians 3:22). I see it as darkness (Colossians 1:13; Romans 12:13 and a host of others). I could go on, but you get the idea, don’t you? Sin is ugly! It will suck the life right out of you. It will imprison you. With sin, there is no light at the end of the tunnel.

Here’s what I want you to do: pour your heart into reading my word, my original message to you. Read it knowing that I am working with all of my might to snatch you out of the jaws of that roaring lion, Satan. He only wants to devour you: I am trying to rescue you. Don’t fight me on this. No matter what pretty picture he is painting for you, it is a lie. Remember – I am the only one of us who loves you. He hates you and wants you to die a hopeless death along with him. I want you to live. It's that simple.
In Love,
Jesus

Sunday, March 22, 2009

E-mails from Heaven!

Dear Struggler,
I call you struggler because you haven’t given up. And rest assured, it is a struggle. Come to think of it, I want you to look at this word, struggle. In the Greek language, the word that you English speakers translate as struggle can also be translated wrestle. It comes from the root word meaning to vibrate.

In other words, it is a wrestling match. It is a battle, and it takes place inside of you. It is an irritating vibration that can make you think that you are going crazy.

Here’s what I want you to know: you are not going crazy, but you are being attacked. Remember what my friend and brother Paul wrote?

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

If you are going to win this battle (and I know that it can be won), you must comprehend the size and the strength of the enemy that is opposing you. You must understand how he operates.
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irst of all, he is powerful. He has the ability to deceive and to implant thoughts into your mind that make it difficult to see me or my love for you. He will try to convince you that you are foolish to attempt to be reconciled with me. He will whisper in your ear that you have gone too far in your sin to ever turn back now.
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now this: he is a liar. He is the father of all lies. Every falsehood ever spoken comes from him, and this one especially is one of his greatest works.
But for those who have loved me and loved the truth, for those who have decided that it is worthwhile to retain and maintain a relationship with me through my Word, his power is negligible. It is your choice to make – what you will believe and who you will trust. Trust me and live. Trust him and be destroyed.

Of course, I’m pulling for you to choose me. As a matter of fact, I’ve been working on your behalf to give you opportunities to choose to do the reasonable thing in your life. Take advantage of them.

You also need to know that he will arrange circumstances in your life so that you will think that your struggle is against someone else or against your own self. It is not. It is clearly a struggle against the powers of the ruler of this dark age and against the forces in the outer realms. Do not be confused about this – it is another one of his lies.

But you have to be armed. Check out my message I left for you in the Book. CHeck out the rest of what Paul said in his letter to the Ephesians. Put on the full armor of God. Know my word and internalize its truth. And make a decision that you will pursue my word and live by it.

You’ll be okay.